Okay, so to start off, I just want to say that this is as much my portfolio as it is my web diary, so take from that what you will. Today I just wanted to start my time back by saying hello to Carolina if you are watching/reading, and I hope you enjoy my modernist site. If all has gone to plan, there is probably a message box on one of these pages that will be able to be used openly by anyone, so please leave a message with a signature! on the off chance that it is not there, please enjoy the other pages on the site, and I look forward to hearing from you soon!

TPM and Secure Boot

I want to take a second to just say how asinine the new TPM and secure-boot requirements are for the newer triple A games. The requirement has, to my knowledge, not actually helped in any reasonable quantity in the deterrence of cheating, and in general is a massive security risk, akin to leaving your keys with address on the sidewalk. I for one do not want any of these larger companies having access to my person PC, regardless of if there’s even anything on it or not. This is a very dangerous prescient to set moving forward, and as we have seen, these companies are generally being a major pain to the average consumer. With all that said, I sadly will have to comply, at least until a fix or workaround is found. These games are how I am able to spend time with my family, and I am not personally willing to give that up in exchange for a personal quest.

Went to the Doc today. Can't say he was very helpful. Actually I could probably say he was useless. beyond putting some needles in my feet and leg and shocking me he did nothing. He refused to answer questions, and it makes me wonder if it was due me my marking it as a workers compensation case that deters him from speaking. If the r e is no deviation in my nerves, then what is it that is causing my constant pain, a and lack of mobility. I wish this weren't just being talked about 5 years after the accident. I was feeling quite down after the appointment, luckily I was able to spend some time with my grandpa a while we played COD.

Don't know how I could really forget, but I did start really getting into Warhammer, Aside from the game gladius. I have read a few books from the universe, and thanks to the graciousness of my family I was able to put to gather a full 1000 point army. I had quite some trouble, but this week I finally found someone to play the game with me at the local club. If a I happen to take any photos, they will be placed here. I really love how intricate these little guys can get. Helps me to get my mind off of everything, sort of the same way Legos do. I can just feel as the paint leaves the brush and covers the model, and it is sort of blissful. Like watching a river flow. I decided to go with he tyranids, mostly because they are just FREAKIJN AWESOME but also because their lore is quite interesting. I have never seen a hivemind portrayed in such a way, and I thought it was interesting how large their reach was throughout the entire galaxy. Sort of hits that Lovecraftian horror that I really love to see. So Thursday came and went, and the game was an absolute blast. It took me and him 3 hours roughly to setup, talk and play the game, so overall for my first time not too bad on the time front, though I will say it did hurt my feet a bit. luckily I was able to rest my bad foot , there were plenty of chairs. The game took place on a large table, nearly 2 meters squared. The whole experience was truly something, really started to get into the more nerdy aspects of it, especially after my opponent yelled out "WAAAHAHHHGHHH", it helped with enjoying seeing my model an eighth of his models size destroying one of his actual characters, and me feeling so much joy from that single moment. Something that small truly was and still is an amazingly funny moment for me, especially considering my general luck with dice throughout the night. For a game played with so, so many dice, I barely managed to roll a six or two for every 15 I rolled. Even despite that though I had an absolutely amazing time, it was especially nice seeing that I am still social enough to not cause alarm to people. After five years of having not having gone anywhere alone and meeting new people, it felt sort of liberating, although still quite scary. I feel like I have to really push myself to get out there, when I know before I would have just went. I don't know how I can better put it thank I feel like a completely different person most of the time, almost as if I have to relearn to be how I was, or rather I how I remember myself to have been.

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